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![]() My name's Adriana. I don't exactly have a nickname. I'm very variable, sensitive , experience one embarassing event every day, and yet surprisingly mature. Heh. I, along with 186 million other girls in the world, suffer from an inferiority complex. For me, I like to see the beauty in things. I like art. But I'm not all obsessed over it. I like the beauty of it. I have this insane fixation that I will meet my soulmate by chance. Guess I'm not a big believer in slow development. I'm in PRCS's Modern Dance, 3/5. Profiles: Facebook | friendster | |
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last night , went down to buy snacks (: then heard my eldest sis coming home already, in the lrt. then my 2nd sis was like " surely her bf accompany her" we were oooooohhhhing. then we go down.... guess what... sis was in the lift, and got one guy standing there. xD MUHAHAHAHA. we were laughing our way to the shop. about the cross the road, the guy turned around and WAVED! lol!! turns out he was at our house for hari raya. x.x then i wave back. 2nd sis say he looks gay. -.-""". well. typical of her to say that. i think he looks ok. * thinks to self*... ' future brother in law' HAHAHHAHA. nyways, at econ, saw mdm pang! she's so cute! she has this vibe , you know... that makes you feel so cheery and bubbly inside. then she ask me what skul i go.. then she saw my hair . she say "your long hair!!" i laughed and said " yeah well ... time to say bbye to it" many would say that i'm crazy or something to sacrifice my hair. but , i say it's okay. even better than my last hairstyle. i wanted something edgier. i got it. i am able to walk around without caring bout what people say. that's what i need. those who are close to me will know that. i've always had a problem .. i cared alot about what people say.. i've done alot of things this year that i'm not proud of. and yes i have told people about it, people who are close to me. or.... who i THOUGHT was close to me. it's a continuing war. me and her. i'm getting tired of it. that's my weakness. i get tired of things so easily. i end up, giving in so fast. I HATE IT. BUT I CAN'T STOP IT. I'M TOO WEAK FOR MY OWN SAKE. IT'S KILLING ME INSIDE, THIS HATRED FOR PEOPLE. JUST WATCHING THEM, THEIR HAPPY FACES, AND BIG FAKE SMILES. IT'S ANNOYING. I HATE THEIR NAIVITY, THEIR INNOCENCE. THESE FEELINGS... THIS ANGER... I TAKE IT OUT ON PEOPLE SOMETIMES... forgive me. oh god,just what am i turning into. it's unhealthy. "you might think i'm losing my mind, but i will shy away from the specifics" - who i am hates who i've been by relient k.
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