Rain on autumn leaves

well.

today was the 2nd day of school. on the 1st day, i was looking in the other direction and when i turn around there's this 2-1 guy looking at me . and i'm like -.-

mr ling dropped by and said we didn't attend detention and would face 3 weeks detention and the guys would get a caning .
well. i wasn't included. weird. i'm lucky.
or maybe he forgot to say my name.

anyway, took height and weight today. i'm 157cm tall, and 38.94 kg heavy :D haha!
i'm still a shortie! boo!!! i want to be at least 160! awell.

anyway, been having mood swings lately. sorry if anyone was affected. just wanted to be selfish for once. i was starting to hate being nice. well. at least i still smiled at everyone when they walked past, so no one noticed.

today abang qayyum and sibling each gave me something :D
awwww, thankies loads loads!
though i was quite "mean" to abang qayyum.
sorry! didn't know what came over me.

went to minimart with shermaine, halimah, and her abang.
he kinda freaked me out.
haha!
coz i said " Senyap je........"
then he started making bird noises.
hahahahhaha!
weirdo -.-
are all abangs weird or smth?
that seems to be the only thing in common.
haha!

well!
i'm bored, so i'll finally do the quiz!

1.Do you like your present school?
- okay i guess, i'm still alive.

2.How do you help a friend when he/she needs help?
- Leave him/her alone. It works. Some times.

3.Do you hate your friend sometimes?
- Yes. Who doesn't?

4.Are you afraid of death?
- Kinda. But somehow i'm not afraid of cars.

5.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
- Yeah, that's when i always see rainbows -.- hahas!

6.Do you believe in eternity love?
-Well. If you've watched Titanic like 2-4 times, you really are compelled to.

7.Have you ever broken someone's heart that he/she wants to commit suicide?
- Sheesh. I'm not that bad! i normally feel awful when i break someone's heart.

8.What do you enjoy the most?
-I dno. adrenaline rush. but no drugs!

9.What's your most spoken language?
-english. duhhhh.

10.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- gulity to say, but no. xD

11.Who would you probably spend the rest of your life with?
- i don't know! it's too soon to tell!

12.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- Uhhhh.......

13.Who do you hope to be always there for you?
- Allah :D ( and my future so-ons. xD )

14.Do you find life meaningless?
- At times. I always wondered why we all just couldn't go to Heaven straightaway.

15.Do you think the person you had a crush on will be with you forever?
- I kinda believe in a phrase. " Be not with who you love, but who loves you."
so, no . crushes don't last.

16.Who do you want the most now?
- ............ sheesh. stop with the love questions will you?

17.What is your goals this year?
- I don't know. EOYs and a better life :D

18.What kind of expression would you give to a friend that you dont like?
- i'm not much of a heartbreaker. i'll just respond with a ' hmmm...'