Rain on autumn leaves

i don't know why, but i'm getting rather sick of Ms Lam.
maybe it's because i see her every of my school day.
and it's easy to get tired of " 1/6! SETTLE DOWN!" and everything else.
that we hear all the time.
maybe it's not because of her.
maybe it's the class.
they never do know how to shut up.
even though, they DO piss us off alot.
esp with the "COUNCILORS SUCK!" remarks.
know i understand what Bryan and Daniel meant by " must have 5cm thick skin"
it's not that i don't love my class.
i do.
esp yesterday.
when Qin Han's phone starting playing music when the teacher walked in.
the whole class started going "LALALALLALALA!" loudly, so as to diguise the noise.
how sweet, no?
hahas!

during Science, we were still on the topic of atoms and such.
i was sitting in front, and laid my head on the table.
mr seet went to tap the table, so as to wake me up.
why me? lots of others are sleeping.
couldn't sleep after that.
i actually listened.
and i actually digested the thing.
ion compound or something.
and bla bla bla stuffs, like H2O, 2 hydrogen atoms, and one oxygen atom, chemically combined together.
i'm even starting to talk like him now. NOOOOOOOOOO!
hahahas!
anyway, i can't understand Chem.
all the atoms, neutrons, protons and stuff and driving me whack.
because they added in Sec 3 stuff.
when we're just Sec 1.
DUDE?!

i think Bio seems less harmless now. xD!
hahhas.
just a remark.

oh, Nisa gave me another duty.
patrolling.
first floor.
during recess.
weeee!
which means..
EARLY RECESS! HECK YEAHHHHH! WOOOHHH!
so i have two duties now.
which reminds me.
duty. on monday.
ahwell.
xD!

okay, after school,went to Li's house.
her mum masak nasi goreng.
even though she penat2.
she relieved our class today you know. ^^!
salam-ed her. xD!
okay, after that, i went to drink madu.
yes, honey.

Atiqah : you're DRINKING the honey like you're drinking WATER tau!!!!
Me : *pours the madu into the cup* uhhhh. yeahhh?
Liyana : Eh, how does it taste? Nobody drinks that.

it was nice. i love honey.
i like sweet things.
maybe it's because my mum was near to being diabetic when she was having me.
i love my mum.
she had miscarriages, and finally had me.
she says i'm a miracle and she wouldn't know what to do without me.
it felt really nice to hear that.
it makes me feel... acknowledged.
although i don't think i'm a miracle.

anyway, ariff's bed nice sehhhh!!!
like, really nice!!!
met with Pariz and his friend.
his friend throw lighter at us sehhh.
the thing exploded.
sheesh.
watch it seh!

met Mustaqim and Qayyum.
went to onefourfive.
me blur2 lah.
can't blame me.
i'm new. xD!
nasib ader tour guide.
hahhas!

of course, felt kinda weird.
but i warmed up after a while i guess.
still quiet me though.
hahas.
the guys were playing soccer. tendang.... power sehh... xD!
i could see a group of mats looking in awe.
no really.
xD!
stuff stuff stuff.
went home with Qayyum.
full-stop.
:DDDDD!

advice from Daniel " To succeed, you have to know people. "