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 My name's Adriana. I don't exactly have a nickname. I'm very variable, sensitive , experience one embarassing event every day, and yet surprisingly mature. Heh. I, along with 186 million other girls in the world, suffer from an inferiority complex. For me, I like to see the beauty in things. I like art. But I'm not all obsessed over it. I like the beauty of it. I have this insane fixation that I will meet my soulmate by chance. Guess I'm not a big believer in slow development. I'm in PRCS's Modern Dance, 3/5. Profiles: Facebook | friendster | |
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Thursday, August 7, 2008 @ 8/07/2008 08:52:00 PM
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i'm crying now. and i just keep crying. i'm talking to __ now. she's trying to convince me to get out of this relationship. she's telling me all these reasons which i am wary of. very wary of. and i'm crying because i KNOW all these things but i STILL WANT THIS. he's different. so different. he's special. this is different! i'm afraid to let this go... very afraid.. i just can't watch it slip by. and it just hurts so much to hear someone else say all my thoughts. my head is just so messed up right now. i know i've always said i don't believe in love. especially not at this age. and finally something came by and is starting to change my mind. i know you're trying to snap me out of it, __, but i can't help but want this so badly. because he's not just anybody... your words hurt, __.. especially: " what makes you think he doesnt PRETEND to like you just to you kn0w..." darn you. you know me too well to play on my weak points eh, __? target insecurity. 10 points, lady. hahas! indeed, i'm scared. really scared. but really drawn too. right now i just feel like a long long long slumber. so that i would stop thinking for a while. because right now, i'm swaying. i'm afraid you're starting to succeed __. maybe this won't work out. but.. for now... just for now... i want to enjoy it while it lasts.. because i know it won't. |