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 My name's Adriana. I don't exactly have a nickname. I'm very variable, sensitive , experience one embarassing event every day, and yet surprisingly mature. Heh. I, along with 186 million other girls in the world, suffer from an inferiority complex. For me, I like to see the beauty in things. I like art. But I'm not all obsessed over it. I like the beauty of it. I have this insane fixation that I will meet my soulmate by chance. Guess I'm not a big believer in slow development. I'm in PRCS's Modern Dance, 3/5. Profiles: Facebook | friendster | |
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Monday, August 25, 2008 @ 8/25/2008 06:31:00 PM
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today is NOT my day. first i got REALLY PISSED. and then THAT had to happen. oh yay. and i'm just super pissed with my sister. JUST BECAUSE SHE'S MY OWN BLOOD AND SKIN, I HAVE TO PUT UP WITH HER ATTITUDE? yeah right. and now my mum is giving me lectures about how not to have a boyfriend till JC. (Daddy's wishes) HEY! now that ain't fair! JUST BECAUSE YOU SAW ME WITH A GUY, MEANS HE'S MY BOYFRIEND? JUST BECAUSE I HAD TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH ABOUT GOING WITH HALIMAH, YOU TELL ME NOT TO LEPAK/MERAYAP? it's just sad that i'm deprived of my almost-teenage rights. fuck, i hate peer pressure. and you know why she's giving me lectures? BECAUSE I'M TOO YOUNG. okay fine, i am. BUT THAT'S RUBBING SALT INTO MY WOUNDS. AND THEN YOU TELL ME NOT TO BERMUSUH2 WITH MY SISTER. HONESTLY, IF I TOLD YOU EVERYTHING SHE PUT ME THROUGH, HOW MUCH SHE HURT ME, HOW GREATLY SHE AFFECTED ME, MY LIFE, MY OUTLOOK, AND MY PERSONALITY.... HERE I AM, BERSABAR AJE.. WHEN I REALLY FEEL LIKE CRYING. which i am. hahas. ALL MY LIFE I'VE JUST ABSORBED EVERYTHING EVERYONE'S DONE TO ME. even my other sis says i'm too young. HEY! JUST BECAUSE YOU PEOPLE DIDN'T HAVE A LIFE DOESN'T MEAN I SHOULDN'T! AND STOP THROWING INSULTS MY WAY! I'M YOUR BLOODY SISTER FOR GOODNESS SAKE! I DON'T FEEL YOUR SISTERLY LOVE AT ALL! OH, AND ALWAYS NOT INCLUDING ME IN CONVOS. JUST BECAUSE OF AGE GAP. OH HOW FUN. AND YOU KNOW WHY I DIDN'T TELL YOU MUM? CAUSE I KNEW IT WOULDN'T MATTER IF I DID. EVER SINCE THAT DAY, WHEN I WAS JUST A SMALL KID, WHEN MY SISTER SAID " I wish you were never born." DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH THAT HURT? AT SUCH A YOUNG AGE? YOU SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT TO A SMALL CHILD? OF COURSE IT'LL AFFECT ME ALOT. when you don't feel secure at school. you always have your home. what if you don't feel secure at your home too? then you're just pathetic. have fun. okay. i don't want to say anything more. goodbye. just leave me alone for a while. i'll be fine. i will. i will. at least i hope so. Adriana to Adriana : Gal, you've got issues. |