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 My name's Adriana. I don't exactly have a nickname. I'm very variable, sensitive , experience one embarassing event every day, and yet surprisingly mature. Heh. I, along with 186 million other girls in the world, suffer from an inferiority complex. For me, I like to see the beauty in things. I like art. But I'm not all obsessed over it. I like the beauty of it. I have this insane fixation that I will meet my soulmate by chance. Guess I'm not a big believer in slow development. I'm in PRCS's Modern Dance, 3/5. Profiles: Facebook | friendster | |
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eemah pavi li atiqah aisyah elly |
hidayat hidayat2 hizan atiyya maliah nadia |
tracy wei chuen zaf priya sally |
qinny mus atin isabel nabila natasha |
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Monday, September 1, 2008 @ 9/01/2008 05:54:00 PM
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just now was definitely not an enjoyable experience. sister was lecturing me about Qayyum. Her : So, you actually believe him when he says " I love you, Adriana" ? Me : Can you just shut up? Her : I heard that your clique all got abang angkat. Me : So? -.-! Her : All guys are the same. They lie, they cheat on you.. Soon, they get another girl. Me : I know -.- Her : You still haven't told me about the hicky. Me : CAN YOU STOP BEING SO BITCHY? Did kakak ever probe into your matters? Have I? Her : *silence for a short while* Me and kakak's relationship is different. We talk, not probe. Me : THEN WHY ARE YOU PROBING INTO MINE?! sheesh, really! IF YOU ACTUALLY TOOK THE EFFORT TO GET TO KNOW ME WHEN I WAS YOUNGER, AND NOT JUST PUSH ME ASIDE AND INSULT MY EXISTENCE... then.. just maybe... this would all not be like this. and you know what she said? THAT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO PLAY THE SITUATION TO MY ADVANTAGE. SO WHAT? YOU WANT ME TO SUCK UP TO YOU SO YOU WOULDN'T TELL MAMI AND ABAH? WHATEVER. NEVER SEH! NEVER!!! ------------------------------------------------------------------ I don't want this moment to ever end Where everythings nothing without you I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile 'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you Through it all, I made my mistakes I stumble and fall, but I mean these words I want you to know With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'as I bleed my heart out to show And I won't let go Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt Pieces of memories fall to the ground I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go 'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go I've come to an end - Sum 41, With Me. |