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 My name's Adriana. I don't exactly have a nickname. I'm very variable, sensitive , experience one embarassing event every day, and yet surprisingly mature. Heh. I, along with 186 million other girls in the world, suffer from an inferiority complex. For me, I like to see the beauty in things. I like art. But I'm not all obsessed over it. I like the beauty of it. I have this insane fixation that I will meet my soulmate by chance. Guess I'm not a big believer in slow development. I'm in PRCS's Modern Dance, 3/5. Profiles: Facebook | friendster | |
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eemah pavi li atiqah aisyah elly |
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qinny mus atin isabel nabila natasha |
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Thursday, September 25, 2008 @ 9/25/2008 05:45:00 PM
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Ms Lam : Class, pay attention or I might as well not go through! Do you want that? hey. i'm back again. me and Aisyah discreetly "volunteered" for Colours tomorrow. it's gonna be big, coz alot of VIPs will be there. ( why, i have no idea. ) we got thrown out by Mr Tan from DnT, ( seriously, no need to be so harsh! sheesh. ) i could actually sleep in the DnT workshop. even though it was noisy. really noisy. Mr Seet would have screamed. hahas! i feel dead. i feel emotionless. i feel numb. i'm not the only one who says i look dead. maybe it's the lack of sleep, but still... fell asleep in the bus, missed 2 stops. decided to just go to SPC and get myself some OCK. walked all the way home. Mum says it's far. i didn't realise it is. i was just dragging my feet, you know? i don't know what's on my mind. nothing. it's just plain blank, but i'm still troubled over something. i've actually been talking in my sleep. recently, i woke up one night and heard yelling. and then i realised it was from me. and i was like... " Shit. Did kakak hear that?" but she knows i talk in my sleep all the time, so yeah. hahas! most of the time, my limbs will jerk, and i would wake up. some times i'd sweat alot and have difficulty breathing. i would get major headaches when i wake up. it's all very messed up. i took the sleep test, here are my results : Sleep Test ResultsThis test may help you recognize and detect symptoms of sleep disorders. The test is intended as a general source of educational information and does not contain medical advice. It should not be used for diagnosis or treatment. Getting an evaluation by your own personal physician is the best way to determine if you have a sleep/wake disorder.Your Sleep Test ResultsYou show symptoms of sleep apnea, a potentially serious sleep disorder. People with sleep apnea quit breathing repeatedly, often hundreds of times during their nights sleep. You show symptoms of insomnia, which is defined as a persistent inability to fall asleep or stay asleep. You show symptoms of narcolepsy, a life-long disorder characterized by uncontrollable sleep attacks during normal waking hours. You show symptoms of gastroesophageal reflux, a disorder caused by acid "backing up" into the esophagus during sleep. You show symptoms of periodic limb movement disorder, a disorder resulting in uncontrollable leg or arm movements during sleep. --------------------------- try to understand me. i don't know what's wrong with me. i love you and all, but this just isn't working out. i mean, what is the point of relationships, really? isn't it to get married in the end? what is the point of relationships now? you'll just end up hurt anyways. where can this possibly go anyway? you'll be gone in about a year. " What is love to you...." you ask. i don't know. i guess i never knew. or maybe i'm just an Ice Queen. i would cry and breakdown, but nah, no thanks. i've already had 2 people breaking down on me these two days. i wouldn't want to be a burden to the them, would i? Labels: i want a Kak Nadrah hug |