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 My name's Adriana. I don't exactly have a nickname. I'm very variable, sensitive , experience one embarassing event every day, and yet surprisingly mature. Heh. I, along with 186 million other girls in the world, suffer from an inferiority complex. For me, I like to see the beauty in things. I like art. But I'm not all obsessed over it. I like the beauty of it. I have this insane fixation that I will meet my soulmate by chance. Guess I'm not a big believer in slow development. I'm in PRCS's Modern Dance, 3/5. Profiles: Facebook | friendster | |
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Tuesday, September 23, 2008 @ 9/23/2008 10:04:00 PM
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urgh. i'm not the only one who's like a zombie in class. look around in Science and everyone's dead solid. well, unless they're talking or gaying around. i wasn't feeling so good either. at times my vision would blur and i would lose my balance. nasib tak jatuh. embarassing, much? hahas! i actually made myself sit in front for Science today, so I would pay attention. which i did. and after that my mind just went pure blank. this is what happens all the time. especially in maths. i would memorize the formula but would forget it a few minutes later. i don't know what's on my mind. nothing. that's the problem. i really need to remedy this soon, EOY's coming. i'm freaking out big time. i have lots of things to do that i've not done due to NOT BEING BOTHERED TO. everything's been screwing up totally. after school, went to do DnT. Halimah's so lucky man. she just needs to complain and people start rushing to help her with her DnT. i don't recall getting much help for mine. in fact i did it, and then IT HAD TO SCREW UP, and i had to do another one. which i actually did quite quickly. astonishing. you know what? these days i've been rather lucky. i got 17 and a 1/2 upon 25 for Science. a test which i did not study at all for. except for a 5 minute brief by Pavi before the test. which, she got lower than me. which is weird. then i got 9 over 14 for my Maths. which is really disturbing. because i left 3 questions blank. o.O. how could i get 9? weird. nevermind. i'm trying my best not to freak out. right now, i don't feel like studying. i feel dead. i drag my feet. i feel hyper but i don't feel ALIVE. ( ironic, i know.) i just want to dance. dance dance dance. express emotions through dancing. |