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 My name's Adriana. I don't exactly have a nickname. I'm very variable, sensitive , experience one embarassing event every day, and yet surprisingly mature. Heh. I, along with 186 million other girls in the world, suffer from an inferiority complex. For me, I like to see the beauty in things. I like art. But I'm not all obsessed over it. I like the beauty of it. I have this insane fixation that I will meet my soulmate by chance. Guess I'm not a big believer in slow development. I'm in PRCS's Modern Dance, 3/5. Profiles: Facebook | friendster | |
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Thursday, October 30, 2008 @ 10/30/2008 07:15:00 PM
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These days i've been so interested in Piano songs. By Maksim, Yiruma, that beautiful song by Robert Pattinson ( Bella's Lullaby, the meant to be version) and Musician ( the 14th's song ) . Guitar was kinda hard today. My finger was bleeding a little. Anyway, it was fun. I want to learn Piano too! I realized my brain cannot absorb stuff like Maths and Science. Anything that has rules and cannot be twisted , my brain blocks out. For example, i can memorise a formula for Math. but a few hours later, i can't recall a single thing. My brain blocks out a lot , apparently. I can't remember bits and pieces. Ask me what i ate half an hour ago and sometimes I wouldn't be able to tell you. Weird, ain't it? My holidays are going to be stressful. I have dance ( if i get selected, anyway) , Guitar, NYAA (Archery), and my tuition starts in December. Having to make new friends. That's a comforting thought. NOT. But I actually am enjoying all these new activities. I realize I really want to learn new things. Take piano lessons, or singing lessons, or whatever there is to take up. There is one thing that's on my mind. You know what it is. Yes, you. I want to have faith in this. I really do. I want to be with you. I think you're a wonderful person. But my mind has always been one to think logically. To look at each side, to see which factors are more stronger. Maybe I'm just being silly and maybe I just want my fairytale, maybe I just want my happy ending. Maybe I feel I can't be feeling this way for 10 years. I can't feel this much pain and sadness and loneliness for 10 years. I know it isn't right for me to think that maybe it's not worth risking everything for this. We're both very confused now. And it hurts a lot, i know. Maybe we need some time off. But that hurts, doesn't it? Oh what do we do.... |