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 My name's Adriana. I don't exactly have a nickname. I'm very variable, sensitive , experience one embarassing event every day, and yet surprisingly mature. Heh. I, along with 186 million other girls in the world, suffer from an inferiority complex. For me, I like to see the beauty in things. I like art. But I'm not all obsessed over it. I like the beauty of it. I have this insane fixation that I will meet my soulmate by chance. Guess I'm not a big believer in slow development. I'm in PRCS's Modern Dance, 3/5. Profiles: Facebook | friendster | |
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Wednesday, November 19, 2008 @ 11/19/2008 01:56:00 PM
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woke up this morning at around 10 plus? i have no idea. ate chicken mayo sandwich and 2 pieces of choco chip bread. don't ask me how i managed to do that. i just chewed and chewed. numbly. that's how i felt today morning. numb. went to bathe and saw 7 missed calls. i merely shrugged it off and proceeded to clean my room. i took off my p6 goodbye notes and stored them. took me one year to do that. good job, adriana. i got a sudden jolt of cleanliness. i realised i wanted change, i wanted my life to be organized, i want everything to be perfect. maybe i have OCPD! haha. i realised that.. NOBODY is going to treat me that way.. what am i? your dog? when you need me i'll come? when you don't you ask me to go away? is that it? i don't feel like i'm important to you anymore. when i'm feeling sad you make me feel even worse. when i'm actually depending on you to make me feel better... i don't know, okay? i really don't know, anymore. so i went ahead and cleaned my room. ignored a few calls at the same time. there's still alot to be done, but i will do it today. i must. for now, i'm going to try Mabinogi. Sayonara! |