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 My name's Adriana. I don't exactly have a nickname. I'm very variable, sensitive , experience one embarassing event every day, and yet surprisingly mature. Heh. I, along with 186 million other girls in the world, suffer from an inferiority complex. For me, I like to see the beauty in things. I like art. But I'm not all obsessed over it. I like the beauty of it. I have this insane fixation that I will meet my soulmate by chance. Guess I'm not a big believer in slow development. I'm in PRCS's Modern Dance, 3/5. Profiles: Facebook | friendster | |
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Saturday, February 28, 2009 @ 2/28/2009 09:07:00 PM
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Evanescence (Amy Lee) - You The words have been drained from this pencil Sweet words that I want to give you And I can't sleep I need to tell you Goodnight When we're together, I feel perfect When I'm pulled away from you, I fall apart All you say is sacred to me Your eyes are so blue I can't look away As we lay in the stillness You whisper to me Amy, marry me Promise you'll stay with me Oh you don't have to ask me You know you're all that I live for You know I'd die just to hold you Stay with you Somehow I'll show you That you are my night sky I've always been right behind you Now I'll always be right beside you So many nights I cried myself to sleep Now that you love me, I love myself I never thought I would say this I never thought there'd be You I AM DAMN FED UP TODAY. I had to go to the kedai AND send Datuk food BEFORE tuition. And my Mum held on to my bag when I went to send the food. When I came back I saw her holding my phone. READING MY MESSAGES. Damn great. Damn damn damn great. I was so pissed! I did you a favour and you did this to me! Bloody hell! I DO EVERYTHING YOU WANT ME TO AND YOU DO THIS TO ME! YOU TOOK ADVANTAGE OF THE EFFIN SITUATION! Saw SK after that. Talked on the train. Then my mum was talking about boyfriends. WAY TO GO. Damn pissed because I KNOW HER. I KNOW THAT SHE ALWAYS PUTS ON A NICE AND FRIENDLY TONE IN FRONT OF PEOPLE BUT AFTER THEY'RE GONE EVERYTHING CHANGES! I'M REALLY SUPER ANGRY. After I came back from tuition she asked me about tuition, since I didn't come for tuition last week. Then she said something like " Jangan cari kebencian orang." I felt like SCREAMING " Then don't find MINE!" So annoyed. YOU JUST TOOK MY PHONE OUT OF MY BAG! IS THAT EVEN HUMAN? I DON'T FIND THAT VERY CIVILISED! JUST WHAT ARE YOU TEACHING ME? ARE YOU TEACHING ME TO PUT ON A FRONT UPON AN AUDIENCE? Because I realize that's what I do! I smile and laugh in front of others. When i'm all alone it's different. At least she didn't tell Daddy. It could have been worse. Instead of coming out with just a wounded heart, I would have had a scar or a mark along with it. Haiz. Just after a heartbreak, came a healing wound, and now, i'm going to be stripped of medication. p.s copyright Amy Lee. heard this was a private song. it's just too beautiful! Labels: im hurt all over again |