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 My name's Adriana. I don't exactly have a nickname. I'm very variable, sensitive , experience one embarassing event every day, and yet surprisingly mature. Heh. I, along with 186 million other girls in the world, suffer from an inferiority complex. For me, I like to see the beauty in things. I like art. But I'm not all obsessed over it. I like the beauty of it. I have this insane fixation that I will meet my soulmate by chance. Guess I'm not a big believer in slow development. I'm in PRCS's Modern Dance, 3/5. Profiles: Facebook | friendster | |
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Tuesday, February 17, 2009 @ 2/17/2009 08:17:00 PM
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I don't understand people and they don't understand me. Maybe that is why I feel so lonely. They don't share the same thoughts as i do. We don't have much in common now. We don't share the same views. Sometimes I wonder how people can be so happy all the time. They seem so ignorant of everything going on, they don't give a shit, they have better things to do, like having fun and hanging with your bf. I have this habit of observing people, what they say, what they do, their expressions, their tones. And I'm just so confused. How do people manage to take a lot of things so lightly? For example, relationships. Aren't relationships supposed to be meant to be taken seriously? Maybe there's a chance for it to last, therefore you start it in the first place? Yet I hear people say that they're only so young, therefore it does not matter. It would never last. Perhaps that is true. But I can't help but disagree. Isn't that a bit selfish? What about the other person's feelings? What if they want it to last with all their heart? I'm so confused with all these people. I don't understand them. I don't understand the rational behind their actions. Either they're too reckless, or perhaps, I'm too unhuman. I hope I didn't offend anyone, anyway. I just felt like I needed to say it. Maybe I'm feeling too lonely that I have so much time for these thoughts to occupy my mind. There just isn't anyone who understands what I think, feel and say. I bet everyone would be like, yeah sure, this is just teen angst or something. But I really do feel that way. They may have an inkling of what I'm feeling, perhaps, but they would never understand me the way I do myself. I so need to get a life. Haha! Normal people go out and shop and whatever crap they do in their free time I have no idea of. Surprisingly, I hate crowded places and I hate going out. So perhaps, I don't have one after all. |