Rain on autumn leaves

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My name's Adriana.
I don't exactly have a nickname.
I'm very variable, sensitive , experience one embarassing event every day, and yet surprisingly mature. Heh.
I, along with 186 million other girls in the world, suffer from an inferiority complex.
For me, I like to see the beauty in things.
I like art. But I'm not all obsessed over it. I like the beauty of it.
I have this insane fixation that I will meet my soulmate by chance.
Guess I'm not a big believer in slow development.
I'm in PRCS's Modern Dance, 3/5.
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Had first taste of keyboard today. I really want to do well at this, keyboard seems to be something that perhaps someone like me can do. Harhar.

The one thing that makes me want to peel my scalp off my head is how the notes recur.
So most of the time I'm freaking out, like, shit, which one do i press?!
There's one here, and another there, what's the difference between the two?!

But I'm gonna work hard. Work hard. If I want to compose music, I have to have an instrument to play! ( like duh, besides, guitar just doesn't work for me. it makes my nails hurt coz most of the time I'm so pissed with the thing that i strum it very very strongly. and it hurts. obvious.)

The other thing about guitars is that it sounds all the same to me when they do strumming.
Maybe there's just something wrong with me.

Ms Huang wasn't here, again, but somehow it felt so nice and calm and quiet.
But we weren't allowed to sleep today, so everyone was pretty much struggling to stay awake.
Lent liyana The Disturbing Book ( no, that's not the title.)
And she passed it on to Halimah when school ended.
She finished the book super duper fast.

Recess was fun, coz it was a big group of us and it was raining, so there were not much people to chase (yay!) .

I kept falling asleep during assembly. I tried my hardest to stay awake, honest! There was this one guy who was messaging in front of me, and it was so obvious because I felt the vibration.

I thought I was late for dance, but no. Miss Ivy wasn't there, busy I suppose. So her colleague showed up in her stead. She was just as strict. She even said our SYF needed to "buck up" because other schools are much better. I'm not in SYF, so I have not much to say, but I'm proud of them, and they really should Jiayou if they want to get gold.

I think I've gotten over the whole SYF issue. I'll jiayou for SYF in Sec 4. I'll be a senior by then so I'll want to go more often. Then maybe I'll stand a chance.

Saw Kak Nadrah in the toilet. I forgot to tell her about Qin Han. I guess it hurts too much, probably. Says she wants to follow us go visit him next time. Speaking of that, we need to schedule a date to do just that.

I'm obsessed with scheduling. I keep bugging people, when when when when?! Answer : Soon lah. And I'm screaming in my head, WE HAVE TO GET THIS DONE BY so and so.

Control freak much.. Can't help it lah. I'm like that.

Grabbed my juice, waited for the bus. Looked up, I saw fire amongst the amber leaves. A bus came and blocked my view. After it had moved away, the fire was gone.

Don't know what's wrong with me. Keep seeing things that are not there these days. Not there. Not there. Not there. Not there.