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 My name's Adriana. I don't exactly have a nickname. I'm very variable, sensitive , experience one embarassing event every day, and yet surprisingly mature. Heh. I, along with 186 million other girls in the world, suffer from an inferiority complex. For me, I like to see the beauty in things. I like art. But I'm not all obsessed over it. I like the beauty of it. I have this insane fixation that I will meet my soulmate by chance. Guess I'm not a big believer in slow development. I'm in PRCS's Modern Dance, 3/5. Profiles: Facebook | friendster | |
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Thursday, March 19, 2009 @ 3/19/2009 08:51:00 PM
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So crappy. Major crappy. This is so stupid. Sheesh. -------- I don't know why I'm so insecure, don't why I have all this fear, maybe because my heart had a tear, and I didn't feel it was fair. Maybe it's my past, I wanted to leave it behind way too fast, Away from me, All the people laughing with glee. I didn't come to terms, with my unfaced problems, But now I know I should have, Coz now I feel so deprived. Jealousy is rife, always has been, in my life. "Couldn't be helped", that is my excuse, comparison cannot be avoided. All the feelings in my soul, left all lone to roll, I couldn't scream, life had to seem like butter and cream. Silence was virtue, or so they said, but is it true? So I grew up careful with my words, one wrong noun and it will hurt. I'm sorry if I'm too paranoid, my inside just feels so void. Maybe if you just said, " I would rather have you by my stead", Or perhaps, " I did have feelings for her, but it's you I see much, much more clear." This is getting too long, I suppose it's something I'll have to prolong. ---------------- To all the haters, SEE YA LATERS. |