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 adriana a. © 2009 There's not a good poet I know who has not at the beck and call of his memory a vast quantity of poetry that composes his mental library. -Anthony Hecht |
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 My name's Adriana. I don't exactly have a nickname. I'm very variable, sensitive , experience one embarassing event every day, and yet surprisingly mature. Heh. I, along with 186 million other girls in the world, suffer from an inferiority complex. For me, I like to see the beauty in things. I like art. But I'm not all obsessed over it. I like the beauty of it. I have this insane fixation that I will meet my soulmate by chance. Guess I'm not a big believer in slow development. I'm in PRCS's Modern Dance, 3/5. Profiles: Facebook | friendster | |
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Monday, May 25, 2009 @ 5/25/2009 08:47:00 PM
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What I hear and say differs, which is the truth? Silly heart matters, forget it, I just wanna groove. I want to believe, but it grates when that was read. You're just messed up, but don't mess with my head. All the words ever said to me, all the words there could ever be. Sweet nothings, meaningless sayings, now repeated to who knows, countless beings. It's kinda funny, but it kinda hurts, is it me, or is your vocab sorta limited? Not gonna fool myself with 'but's, not gonna tell myself it could have been a coincidence, because i know, there's no point in believing such nonsense. I really don't know what I feel, I don't exactly feel very real. Perhaps I would say 'I deserve better', but honestly, I'm not so sure of that. I'm in a pithole, right now, I can't feel much. --------------- So. Hi. Um. Today was kind of embarrassing. Not like my life hasn't been filled with ridiculously humiliating events, but yeah. You get what I mean. Now that i think of it, I can write a whole list! Argh, why am I so 'unboring'? I thought I was a really boring person at first, because I'm just a girl locked up with words that people cannot seem to understand. But, now, I've realised, I'm not boring at all. Of course, my 'emo' side is still... well... unacknowledged, so to say? |