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 My name's Adriana. I don't exactly have a nickname. I'm very variable, sensitive , experience one embarassing event every day, and yet surprisingly mature. Heh. I, along with 186 million other girls in the world, suffer from an inferiority complex. For me, I like to see the beauty in things. I like art. But I'm not all obsessed over it. I like the beauty of it. I have this insane fixation that I will meet my soulmate by chance. Guess I'm not a big believer in slow development. I'm in PRCS's Modern Dance, 3/5. Profiles: Facebook | friendster | |
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Thursday, June 25, 2009 @ 6/25/2009 09:20:00 PM
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I have so much to say, so much to write, but in the end, let my mind be my infinite canvas.
I feel so lonely these days. Longing always gets the better of me. You know what happens after this. Temporary happiness. God, I have issues. Things I realised today : 1) Inferiority complex 2) Esteem problem (sheesh, cliche much?) 3) I can cry over food 4) I can cry because the bus isn't here 5) I don't like makeup because I still can't get all of it off! 6) I don't like makeup because it implies that people HAVE to be pretty 7) I don't like HAVING to be pretty because my mum always implies that guys like pretty girls and your husband will ditch you if you don't take care of your looks yadayadayada.. 8) I don't want to face it. ( that it's true ) 9) I am too skinny even though I eat alot. 10) I had bad cramps today and felt like I was going to die. 11) I cried in public. ( luckily tears are transparent, and my makeup was off ) 12) Lastly, I realize that I have only 3 more days to do my homework. I think this is the part where I'm supposed to freak out. |