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 My name's Adriana. I don't exactly have a nickname. I'm very variable, sensitive , experience one embarassing event every day, and yet surprisingly mature. Heh. I, along with 186 million other girls in the world, suffer from an inferiority complex. For me, I like to see the beauty in things. I like art. But I'm not all obsessed over it. I like the beauty of it. I have this insane fixation that I will meet my soulmate by chance. Guess I'm not a big believer in slow development. I'm in PRCS's Modern Dance, 3/5. Profiles: Facebook | friendster | |
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Saturday, July 4, 2009 @ 7/04/2009 08:17:00 PM
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2nd post for the day. I'm alone at home, it sucks. It does things to you. Me : *Grabs the sleeping cat off the couch* Hello! Kakak is thinking, " Where is everybody? Why am I alone with Brownie?" And I bet Brownie is thinking "Where is everybody? Why am I left alone with Kakak?" *Carries him around* Lalalalalalala, I'll carry you forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and- OI WHY YOU KICK ME? SO BAD, fine i put you down. * Stomps off into room* ----- Mood spoiled, AGAIN. I accidentally dropped the remote and my dad goes " OI! Macam mane bende tu tak rosak?!" of course i'll get pissed so i said " Accident right!" and he says " Behave yourself ah!" like wth.... i AM behaving myself. people make MISTAKES. so i kind of threw the thing back onto the sofa. then i got called back out and my mother stares at me and says "why you go and throw the thing back? it shows you're defying him. say sorry." it took me a while to utter those words. and here i am crying, because i know it's bad to defy parents, but i feel like i'm not entitled to human rights or something. well, this is my life i suppose. i'm pretty much suppressed all the time. and shitz, i cant stop crying because i don't feel like i'm the one who should say sorry but I HAVE TO. and this is why my relationship with my father is so horrible. You know the saying " Just be yourself" ? it's BULLSHIT. because nobody can take you for who you really are. |