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 My name's Adriana. I don't exactly have a nickname. I'm very variable, sensitive , experience one embarassing event every day, and yet surprisingly mature. Heh. I, along with 186 million other girls in the world, suffer from an inferiority complex. For me, I like to see the beauty in things. I like art. But I'm not all obsessed over it. I like the beauty of it. I have this insane fixation that I will meet my soulmate by chance. Guess I'm not a big believer in slow development. I'm in PRCS's Modern Dance, 3/5. Profiles: Facebook | friendster | |
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Wednesday, July 1, 2009 @ 7/01/2009 09:24:00 PM
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The hospital referred me to a specialist for my scoliosis condition. That is very bad news. I might have to wear braces. There is this choky feeling in my throat, the prelude to weeping. I don't want to wear braces, please don't please don't... The surgery is painful, i don't want to i don't want to i don't want to! I want to dance! Dance dance dance dance! I don't want history to repeat itself. I don't want to go through the surgery like my mum. I can't stop this choky feeling. She's acting like everything is going to be fine, and so am I, but the truth is , I'm really scared. I'm really really scared. I want to dance. Dancing is a dream. Don't rob me of it. Stop robbing me of everything. Stop robbing all my dreams, till I am but an empty shell! I don't feel like rehearsing anymore. |