I know my blog's becoming dead boring.

It's mostly about all my personal stuff.

But even if my number of readers are declining, i don't quite care.

Alright.

English : Nth much, do pairwork with Benedict, i MAKE him do the 2 paragraphs. Lol. End up we hand in last, i do much faster sia.

PE: Do class cheer. I don't even know where to begin. It was... urgh.

Recess : Vannessa talked to me and Halima personally.

Chem: Lol, I passed. But I still hate Chem.

PoA: Test. Freaking difficult can? I was SWEATING. But I finished it, although I didn't know how to balance it at the end. PoA is so hard and boring. But it's good and beneficial. I think. Haiz.

Lunch : Timothy sat in front of me. He eat damn slow. Then I say, you're the first guy I've seen who eats so slowly. Then he gobble the thing up in like 7 secs flat. No joke.

SS: Mrs Teo thought that she didn't have class with us, LOL. She came in with 5 mins left to her lesson. Then Hizan proposed the idea singing Happy Bdae for her! Then we all sing her face was like wth? But she smile, so cute. Haha. We made her smile!

Stayed back for class cheer. Half of the class ran off. Awesome right? I half hate/love my class.

Seriously.

We were talking about how pathetic we felt.

Then we heard 3/4 got 12 passes.

Aisyah came to announce it.

I got pissed. I shouted. I screamed. I cried.

Then I laughed, coz the guys are so awesome (:

See? I half hate/love my class.

Seriously. We've hit rock bottom.

I can't even describe it.

It's just... urgh.

Forget it. You probably wouldn't understand.

This feeling that we share. It's what holds and breaks us apart.

Teachers complain about us.

We don't bother studying.

Know why?

This is what I hear all the time. "Aiyah, dun bother. Wun pass anyway."

Teacher: "Any questions?"

Ben: "Explain also no point... I wun understand...."

And somehow, I felt the same way.

It's a horrible feeling.

School just sucks for us.

I feel so sad hearing this all the time.

We're just so demoralized. We've lost our faith.

And it's draining me. It really is.

We might seem like all we do is have fun.

But really, sometimes it feels like we don't have any other choice.

Before you launch into your "You have to work hard! And be more optimistic!" lecture, don't.

Don't.

Don't.