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 My name's Adriana. I don't exactly have a nickname. I'm very variable, sensitive , experience one embarassing event every day, and yet surprisingly mature. Heh. I, along with 186 million other girls in the world, suffer from an inferiority complex. For me, I like to see the beauty in things. I like art. But I'm not all obsessed over it. I like the beauty of it. I have this insane fixation that I will meet my soulmate by chance. Guess I'm not a big believer in slow development. I'm in PRCS's Modern Dance, 3/5. Profiles: Facebook | friendster | |
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eemah pavi li atiqah aisyah elly |
hidayat hidayat2 hizan atiyya maliah nadia |
tracy wei chuen zaf priya sally |
qinny mus atin isabel nabila natasha |
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Thursday, February 4, 2010 @ 2/04/2010 06:32:00 PM
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We have lots of free periods these days. Slack, slack and more slack. A much needed break, thank you very much. I don't quite have much to say. Just that my heart hurts in so many aspects. I can't keep my emotions in check. I almost cried to the guys in Malay today. Dammit. Haru Haru. My fav part, lol. What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry? Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely? I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can't get close nor try to talk to you I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times [Chorus] Don't look back and leave Don't find me again and live (on) Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories I can bear it in some way I can stand in some way You should be happy if you are like this I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh) Oh girl I cry, cry You're my all, say goodbye... I'm tired. Really. I can't deal with all this drama anymore. It's really taxing. And seriously, what made you think I'd actually like him? Please. I'm not that desperate. Jeez. Whatever, I can't even get angry anymore. ---- The wind here is awesome. I love it. I love the feel of wind in my hair. Today I feel like such a saddist. Don't ask. I just pray I won't turn back to who I was in the past. Erase these thoughts. ---- Do you have any idea how much my heart aches? Why does everyone feel the need to put me down? I've practically felt this way all my life. I'm not good enough. I'm never good enough. I can't compare. I just don't shine bright enough. I'm nothing, and you're everything. I try, I try so damn hard that I don't try anymore. But it hurts so bad. Pavi's right. What she said today was right. I do so much but nobody cares. Just see me. See me.
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